urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn morbidrvn morbidrvn 2005-01-22T03:13:10Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:5285 2005-01-22T03:13:10Z 2005-01-22T03:13:10Z Cradle of filth-Midian Well, its been a while and i thought i should update.I'm in 11th grade, i have one more year to go to finish highschool.Time is not of the escence. I want this school year to end but i also fear it so. The end of this school year will mark the begining and the end of many things. It brings great sorrow, although that is my whole life , this one is somehow different. Nothing will ever be the same at the end of this chapter, then again nothing is after the pages turn. Well, farewell for tonight my dear friends. I'll be back in short time to once again illminate these vacant spots with my thoughts. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:4902 2004-10-27T01:54:24Z 2004-10-27T01:54:24Z i know i haven't posted anything in a while but i will<br />shit gotta go urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:4417 2004-10-05T02:53:42Z 2004-10-05T02:53:42Z cradle of filth Today was just great...<br />In the morning i was with my master<br />so that was fucking great. then i got to school<br />and entered grades for my teacher so i didn't have to participate<br />in class and plus i hadn't done my hw so that shit saved me.<br />then in homeroom netta gave me these fucking awsome earings<br />which i just fucking lovea!! thanx netta! you're the greatest. <br />the rest ok the day was fine i had some fun. oh got home <br />ate gave myself a little pleasure and to top it off if been <br />alone for a couple of hours. the only shitty thing about today<br />is that Hayden will soon be leaving me. and that just tears it<br />i mean what the fuck man not now, not ever for that matter but yea<br />he might be checking out tomorrow and shit so yea its going to suck <br />with out him around. wtf !!! i'm ever so pissed but sad most of all<br />so yea that sums up my day. I LOVE YAH JOHNNY! AND I"M GONNA MISS YAH<br />you better keep in touch damnt it or i'll call marithza and tell her<br />to find you and kick your ass. She can do it too...she live in palmdale<br />well i'll miss ya and you better get laid and shit and you better fucking<br />have fun and live life to the fullest and damn i'm gonna have a hard time <br />trying to grasp to the fact that you're going away<br /><br />i'll be back tomorrow to write more urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:4115 2004-09-12T16:44:38Z 2004-09-12T16:44:38Z DrowningPool ok you guys wont belive what happened to me on the first day of school. i wet myself ok, in the morning too. it was not long after o got on school bus. well, it was more like after the second stop when this one guy i know got on and sat next to me. Damn i hadn't seen him in a long time so i got excited.<br />A little to excited i might add, well, seeing as how i wet myself. hee hee hee<br />well, thats all for now <br />i just wanted to quickly post something<br />seeing as how i have been doing so for some time now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:3929 2004-08-08T01:36:45Z 2004-08-08T01:36:45Z none at the moment well lets see that little piece of shit took my trust and shoved it up here ass!! And well to frank i hope that bitch dies!! well i guess i will not bestow such a fate upon her but i just hope she pays for what she's done. ok this is what happened.... there was so nigers that were talking shit ie: fuck rockers!!! oh and bytha way we all know how stupid that statement is mostly because i am not a "rocker" so anyways yah they grabbed some kid that was walking with us and they started to beat the crap out of him so then someone pushed my friend alfredo forward in order for the other kid to have a chance against them. well they let the kid go and then they wet after alfredo and the stupid niger hit alfredo on the top of his brow where there was a hole might i add. so his skin tore open and there was blood everywhere. but thats not the point the point is that i got in to help him not thinking of what dangers would be bestowed upon me for getting involved. all i knew was that he was in trouble and he needed me. (the blood that poored out went in hisleft eyes and was blinding him) so theni went in and two of the guys backed off but the biggest one was still there , the idiot that hit him wanted to finish him off but he was being distracted by that fact that i was advancing. so he didn't know who to hit (if to hit alfredo or me) and he said "i'll hit you too bitch" and he was obviously refering to me. so i finally got to alfredo and tried to get him down to the metro station so that i could stop the bleeding. so all this happened and guess who was nowhere to be found.............well i'll tell you who it was candice ok thats fucking who. the one that always says " i got your back don't worry" not that i neede it or expected it . well i could have used an extra hand but whatever. its ok that she wasn't there for me, i can understand that she was scared of going up against three nigers but nooooo she said that she left to kick some guys ass because he left us with his problem. WELL THATS A FUCKING LOAD OF SHIT!!! But its not that she left that completely ticks me off. its that fact that she lied to me what the fuck kinda lie is this.........oh i want to go kick that guys ass for leaving us with the problem. you don't fucking leave your friends that are about to get in a fight with some nigers to "kick" some guys ass. Well all fucking know that the stupid bitch lied. she fucking lied to my face. WTF KINDA SHIT IS THAT! I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE LIE TO ME! sO tHAT STUPID BITCH WILL GET WHAT'S COMING TO HER. i'm not going to even kick her ass because she's not even worth it but the time will come when she needs me and well i wont fucking be there and if i am i'll be watching her go down like the STUPID, LYING CUNT FACE SACK OF SHIT!! and oh i'm going to kick her while she's down i might even pull out her fingernails one by one will a pair of rusty pliers. That stupid bitch is going to pay!!!!!!! i'd say what else i'd do to her but it is not appropriate to put up so i'll just keep it to myself.....for now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:3688 2004-08-03T02:14:51Z 2004-08-03T02:14:51Z none what so ever !!!!!! It is in lament that i inform you that one of my unfledged has betrayed me. i must go now but i'll be back to write more on this subject urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:3480 2004-07-31T05:24:12Z 2004-07-31T05:24:12Z brujeria- brujerismo well, today i was at school and then i came home and then i tried to tell sergio off in his most recent entry but nooooooooooo it wouldn't let me post shit because it said that only friends can post shit so yeah that mean that i am not a friend. after that happened i decided to continue looking for my boots and i'm also trying to think of a way to keep from falling asleep. oh and netta i thank you for your commets they are cherished greatly urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:3304 2004-07-30T03:08:33Z 2004-07-30T03:08:33Z Slayer well, lets see it another day of summer. Damn i hate these hot days. Today i didn't really feel the heat because i left school earlier than usual so that sun didn't seem to be in full rage for some odd reason. It was to my advantage might i add. oh and wtf sergio why haven't you gone to the park?<br />I've waited, and alfredo waited , then we waited together and well, its upsetting. So you better explain damn it!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:2953 2004-07-24T02:59:04Z 2004-07-24T02:59:04Z I just fucked up my backround! its pitch black but thats ok because i just made the first step towards changing it :) i'll be back to inform on how that goes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:2583 2004-07-24T02:51:41Z 2004-07-24T02:51:41Z DevilDriver well, lets see today wasn't a complete waste. It wasn't the best of days either. It all got shitty when i tried to change my backround pic. HOw the fuck do you do that? huh? how? if someone would just tell me it would make shit better....hint....hint.....Vampira help gaby!<br />Well, as i was saying it wasn't so bad. I didn't do much today went to school and such but not really, stayed outside for quite sometime and then left to eat at Chano's (this one place with food). THe food was great...my friend sorta payed for me because i'm broke :( Fuck i hate being broke, i much rather be the one that's always paying for shit. That's always been my role damn it! and i loved it because that ment i had money! I'll be back on my feet again . i hope urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:2431 2004-07-05T23:11:38Z 2004-07-05T23:11:38Z none :( Well, today dumb shit jonny posted a "comment".<br />Hey dumb ass that was not a comment! I demand<br /> that you post a proper comment &gt;:(<br />MOving on, nothing really happened today i <br />just sat at home trying to put up some pictures <br />and text into one of my many profiles, damn that<br />shit took for ever! but it up and thats all that <br />counts now :D well i thik i'll go see what a good<br />job i did :D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:2048 2004-07-02T03:13:48Z 2004-07-02T03:13:48Z still cradle i'm just sitting here listening to cradle of filth <br />annoyed and shit but thats ok , cradle makes it all better<br />just look at my mood. aw fuck i start school soon , i don't mind going but i have to see retarded dumb fuck people in my school. I know my summer will be fucked up because of that<br />but an enemy led the tempest is slowly making that thought fade<br />mmmmmmm just hearing the drums......takes me back to when i was still in school before the summer brake started. I just realized they're the best last few weeks i've of school ever, well, last year us to be the best but this year topped it off.<br />And now playing:Damned in any Language-cradle...<br />Oh yeah i'm feeling much better :: bites bottom lip::<br />what would i do without my cradle cd's ? I'd be fucked thats what. They give me what most all can't....pleasure, tranquility,and a high that no fucking drug can ever give you, its not like when you smoke weed or get drunk , you feel aroused and content you feel like you can fly, not nauseous or sick or incapable of function like drugs this is way better. This isn't even a good explanation of it, a cradle fan might know what i'm talking about.....but if your not then you're fucked because i can't explain it at the moment, i might try again on another occasion urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:1860 2004-07-02T02:40:36Z 2004-07-02T02:40:36Z cradle of filth well thats me and trust me it took a lot of work to get it up i had to resize it and crop it and fuck i'm just glad i'm done. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:1601 2004-07-02T02:02:39Z 2004-07-02T02:02:39Z i wrote something earlier and it got erased but oh well i'll write more in a bit urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:1491 2004-06-23T03:40:22Z 2004-06-23T03:40:22Z At the moment my hair is being braided by my sister. My is pretty long so its a while. MY sister the retard made an a approach, whe was mocking my very way of life. I gonna get her in her sleep :) that'll teach her to mess with me. well i am now off to kick her butt. she just called me butterfly, and she's starting to sing that stupud butterfly in the sky from reading rainbow. Well, what can i say, she's going to die for that. She brought it upon herself. She knows better but noooooooooooooooooooo. So now she will pay the price.<br />I must now go make her dumb butt pay. My next entry will be on how that went. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:1233 2004-06-23T03:30:58Z 2004-06-23T03:30:58Z cradle of filth : fantasia well today i was writing a new entry and i kept coming back to it every now and then and adding something new. well the piece of shit went to another users account and i don't know why the fuck it would so that but oh well i tried going back to what i was writing and every thing was fucking lost. then i had to log off cuz the stupid user wasn't mine. i then logged back onto mine hoping that somehow it would still be there. I got so fucking pissed off that i started to write this entry. Talk about a shitty event. This sure as hell will be included in my memories. What the fuck, there was no reason for that shit to happen. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:1010 2004-06-22T05:21:44Z 2004-06-22T05:21:44Z Well, it's 10:20 and i've been online for about lets say 10 hrs. night has finally come. hmmmmm what did i do for 10hrs? Lets see first i sat in front of the computer and waited for people to log on to aim and well that sucked. some hrs passed and i found myself doing the same thing.then some more hrs passed and well, now i'm here still sitting but no longer waiting. I'm glad to say that this will not be all i do for summer. Soon i'll have to go to summer school and then once i come out at around 10 am or so i will then go to work. where ever that maybe. then i'll come home. i'll eat something, take a shower log on for some hrs go to bed sleep ............sleep some more......and oh yeah!............sleep some more urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morbidrvn:620 2004-06-22T00:39:49Z 2004-06-22T00:39:49Z Today i had the greatest time ever! I did nothing at all. I stayed home all day and sat on my ass. Lets see what else...<br />well that just about covers it.